Title: ♥ i will try to,,
Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 1:11 PM
i will try to smile everyday at mr.gary's joke.as thats what i promise?hahahs, i will try e.eu must jiayous to let me pei he worx..i will rmb your tt "QUOTE OF LIFE" e.&im nt very emo lo.just that everything goes so wrong fer me .just wish to put a FULL STOP to all this crappy things.or just wake up to find its all a dream;but i noe tt if i do this, im lying to myself.oh craps!\i really need perhaps a shoulder to lean on or just cry.instead of going to the beach to just scream;cause it dun work anymore.things are getting so uncontrollable, tt i just might lose my cool .how could i ever put a strong front,telling eu all that im happy &everything is alright.bt i promise,, i will try to smile.even though its nt really gonna be that way.
Title: ♥ my life turning upside-down.
Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 5:43 PM
i hate the life im having now mans,
i dunwanna cry bt i did it ystd.
ihatemyself fer crying laa.
my sister everyday at there kpkb.
lyk wtf laa!
i no peace at all cans.
i just wish this all could end.
Title: ♥
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @ 4:46 PM
Title: ♥ perhaps.. i need a shoulder to cry on, a hug tt embrace me with LOVE.
@ 3:44 PM
"perhaps, i need a shoulder to cry on;perhaps,i need a hand to lead me on;perhaps,i need someone to embrace me with love;perhaps,i need someone to be there when i fall;perhaps,i need someone to see me through it allperhaps,i need someone just to be there for me'} i wanna you to be the one i love"one day, i'm sure i will just collapsed &thats the end of me.i might won't even know whats love..that might be my one regrets, fer nt being loved.so what if i love you, no point.i'm so sick of it cans.i just wish it all will end, there's so much things coming after me.i'm a human mans, not a robot, i need some fresh air, and i need someone to be there for me, but there's none.whats the point to my survival?maybe, even if i die, you wont even notice .[[ life is meaningless for me ]].
Title: ♥ F-ather A-nd M-other I L-ost Y-ou
Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 3:50 PM
today i quarrelled with my dad, idk why laa.just hate him soooo much.maybe if.one day, my parents divorce....i will choose to go orphanage bahhs./haixx..tmr gt exam lo.sian-ed.
Title: ♥ mood: cheered up.
Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 6:20 PM
i really thanks those friends who were always there fer me.during tt time kena spam till so mean and cb things, there is my dear cousins and those true friends tt iHEARTS alot being there fer me and helping me rebutt backk.having them is the best part and i dun wish fer other le..lyf is completed mans..hahahsxDDrealli LOVE eu all.but if ever were to find out who tt HUMJIKIA is, im sure gonna bash tt JIWANG up e..wahakakaks!!with tt and with LOVE, i end today
Title: ♥ HEARTS YOU ALL.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @ 4:54 PM
today lunch was fun laa.with HEIWO &WUAN LING.they are so LOVE mans.we chatted so much..nice nice girls talk ;Dso long nvr settle down just chat so much le..hahahs, wad at downtown east macdonald fer lyk 1hour plus?hehehs, it was such a joy being with them laa.saw zhixian and edwin, they were cycling lo.Edwin look so ehem tt i cnt recognized him!hahahs, zhixian slim down worx......but theres one FACT TT NVR CHANGE,their BADNESS!!EVIL ppl..hahahs, angel ek must be kind kind lo.EDWIN EU XIAO XIN YI DIAN, KEEP MENTIONING CHUNHOU!hmph!!thats the end bahhs?byebye :DD
Title: ♥ mood: emo
Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 3:01 PM
haix, these days just werent for me.all damn irritating, gt scolded fer nth.practically crappy siol.so much homework lo..think wad, we robots arhhs.hmph!feel lyk dying laa.it all seems to end.nth seems to keep me living..&ithinkitallshouldend.
Title: ♥ mood: despressed
Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 3:55 PM
so much things happen within these few days, haix.all things seems to go against me.so the fuck.been dancing to relieve stress but this dun seems to work too well le.my family seems to be breaking apart.&whathurtsmorewasthefactthatmyhealthisnotverygood.hmm,mrlee say my knees and ankles nxt time might have problems..its so saddening!and wtf!i cnt even pass my standing broad jump, dunno how jump.tts lyk so........haix.today early morning tio slap by my mother. spoil my whole day.so eu cn expect how my day turn out to be.down.today yuxuan treat me bubble tea LOL.only til abt after sch did my day turn fer a little better.the guys cn realli cheer ppl up with jokes.hahahs.tt slut very irritating siol, she dunwan my 'grandmummy' lyk my 'grandmummy' so despo wan her lyk tt.cb laa, nvr die before isit.wan jio daiji come laa.tmd, dun come di siao siao my 'grandmummy' loRAWR.hmph!think very fun to mess arnd arhhs.si san ba!zbj.cbg.with tt, i end i all }\
Title: ♥ kakcha!
Wednesday, April 09, 2008 @ 5:24 PM
today went cut hair, okok laa, nt so nice le.abit ugly .LOLmaybe nt use bahhs.hahahs...today quite sian laa. moodless as usual.nth seems to cheer me up;the whole world seems to turn down on me..tmr gt napfa five stations, SIANED.feel so down fer so many days le.D;
Title: ♥ &\would you ever ask ?
Monday, April 07, 2008 @ 5:15 PM
would you ever ask how i feel for you?would you ever ever ever just make it a dream? take it as i've nvr ever realli loveyou.today, i promise, to end this all.thelove;we ever wld have.how could we ever have pretended it all..hahs, i'm learning to forget it all, and it doesn't matters,really, afterall, its all PAST TENSE.im learning to walk alone..being alone.sharing my sorrows with myself.i suddenly just feel this all shld end, including me. i shldnt even come to this earth at all.shld just remain an unknown.an unknown tt nvr be known to anyone.its all past tense.&ireallywannaenditall.iwannareborn.
Title: ♥ minhui iiloveyou!
@ 4:29 PM
ahahs, today so kongbu.all crowd arnd just to figure out and try take out tt stupid ear stud.and minhui succeeded.so pain T____Tkelian de me.is like blue black le laa.haiix.go back class put alcohol, pain pain!!!!!!!clive took a picture .so fugly!rawr!hmm, chinese period so qiao.i wrote waiyee, she wrote me ^.~Ywhoo!love today, but ear still pain D;sobs, come sayang me xDD
Title: ♥ its all haywired
Sunday, April 06, 2008 @ 6:06 PM
things seems to change alot!it no longer is the same as it shld be..everything, everyone all become so different.all a changed person..my family, my friends and myself is in a mess.i no longer understand them .and i no longer understands myself, its so weird as in you just blink and you see what you no longer sees a different thing.&\ it really do sucks.i no longer seems to be tt siao girl.it seems tt im so troubled by so many things..iihatemyself for this.i wish it all wld end or isit just my illusion.
Title: ♥ iihateyou
Friday, April 04, 2008 @ 9:53 PM
i hate your lies;you lie so many times le..i hate you;hate you for lying to me!when will you ever stop your lies.i had enough.never blame me if i become bad,is the circumstances you all gave.
Title: ♥ pain pain
@ 2:25 PM
today went pierce second earhole, pain laaa.the wind blow is lyk siao sial, pain loooooooo.but okok le, must hide frm parents, ltr they scold; hai me emo.dad havent been home fer 3 whole days le..haix.pierce 2nd earhole lian mehhs?!no worx.. hahahs.i still good good girl xDD
Title: ♥ better le, i hope.
Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 2:54 PM
thnx those who cheered me up. hahahs, nt very emo le laa.okok :Dhmm, today wasnt very happy laaa.receive the report card.damn sad lehaix.must jyjy le.saw W.C.H today, so weird lo.hahahs, anw, my hand nt nice le.more s____.so be it liaox, cnt be erased.
i will try to smile everyday at mr.gary's joke.
i bet you love us mans
those days were such fun. &its called LOVE x33
